I’m not sure what happened. I taught a class this morning and got to see an old friend. Once I got rolling with the class, I was pretty focused and pretty much plowed through everything really fast. I got to the office and I had a hard time getting on track. I finally set to work on our conference evaluations and was pretty productive until I realized it was quitting time.
I walk through the door at home and it really hits. The hazy daze. I grabbed one of my homemade protein bars to snack on and watched TV for a little bit. I then had no motivation to do anything productive. Not sure why. I have a routine and I just didn’t have the focus to work on it. I attempted to read the last 15 pages of Through the Looking Glass for tonight and it took me over an hour. I had to keep putting the book down because I couldn’t stay focused. Then in the middle of that attempt, I had to try to nap because a huge wave of exhaustion hit me. The attempt to nap was a failure.
I finally got up and got down the suitcase for my weekend trip and started pulling out some clothes. Then I stopped. See where I’m headed with this yet?
I should be fixing my lunch for tomorrow and something to eat for dinner, but I have no motivation or focus to do it. I can’t figure out if it’s the thyroid acting up or if it’s because that-time-of-the-month is around the corner. Whatever it is, I just want it to stop. I know I’ve been a little productive at least, but I haven’t even done my NEWO today and I really don’t feel like it. That’s how bad it is.
Ah, hazy daze. I may as well enjoy it while I can, yeah?